I can't quite pinpoint the right word to describe my sister.
Hilarious. Beautiful. Loving. Kind. Outgoing. Giggly. Reasonable. Serious. Organized. Conscientious. Dependable. Perceptive. Sensitive. Original. Open-Minded. Creative. Practical. Enthusiastic. Intellectual.
I could go on, but in a word, she's wonderful. She reminds me to be exactly who I am, never anything else. Someone who subtly and unconsciously reminds my eyes to lighten, heart to burst, and soul to feel like it's okay to let itself be unburdened.
I wish so many things for her, that I've creased them like crunched post-its into the folds in my heart as if the allusion of keeping some things secret somehow grants them into fruition. When I think of all that life has to offer, it's happinesses, pains, hurts, accomplishments, hurdles...all the things that make life life, I can't help but naively plead a bargain with all higher powers and twisting fates to let the tearful heartbreaks of my life grant her a free spirit and a heart unbidden with pain.
But, I suppose that's what being a sister is. And if there's one thing I am certain of, it's that being her sister, truly is one of the most all encompassing joys I've ever been given in this life. A couple weeks ago I got to spend one of the best possible Friday nights getting re-aquainted with my never far, inner-goofball. With Dad and Alixe at the Elton John concert, we channeled the Sir himself, blasted Rocket Man and with the help of Canon's self timer we had a night to remember.
2 comments:
Camille: you are hilarious and... boy, boy... such a fine writer! If I could ever put words together about my sister the way you do about yours, I know I would make her cry! (happy tears though) Sisterhood is a bond like no others! You make me miss my sis'!!
... Loved that post! Keep up with the writing! :-)
Beautiful words!! :)
Are you going to WPPI? I really want to go and have to scrounge the $$ as well. haha.
Thanks for the blog love!
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