"I'm hooked on you, I need a fix, I can't take it, Just one more it, I promise I can deal with it"

So now that I have all that heavy stuff off my chest, I can get onto the juicy stuff :)

I have been (along with 1.3million other people) enthralled with the book series Twilight. I just had to post here how much I loved these books. The latest "Breaking Dawn" came out last week, and I devoured it in under 48 hours. It's that good.

I tell every person I talk to, friends and strangers how fantastic it is. I love books of all shapes and sizes, whether it be science fiction, romance, non-fiction, biographies, I love them all. There is no greater pleasure then to fall into a world someone has created. And I must say for the billionth time what a world Stephenie Meyer's has created.

This last book was everything I had hoped it would be and more. The plot delves into such emotion that it is utterly heart clenching to read it, the good and the bad.

They're turning it into a movie in which the love of my fictional life Edward is played by the ever so dreamy Robert Pattison. I can't wait, click here to catch a trailer, you'll become addicted instantly I swear it.

Edited to add this scan from Entertainment Weekly. Enough Said.

"Makes no difference who you are, Anything your heart desires, Will Come to You"

There’s no excuse, I just simply let life trample over me. I don’t know what it is about summer but I always feel like there’s eight things tugging at my attention, and my juggling act this year became slightly pitiful.

And amongst the chaos I couldn’t really bring myself to look here, my naively hopeful words plastered in a seemingly haunting way. I promised myself I would be open and honest here, to have a true reflection for the future to see my growth, And in true honesty, I lost faith in this, lost faith in myself.

I let myself go to the bleakest of places, where failures are magnified and problems seem insurmountable. Things seemed to spiral and I let my normally sunny attitude become considerably more cloudy.

And I’m here to apologize to myself, because I know I’m not only better, but stronger than that. And I know I will make this dream happen, it might take a little longer than I’d like but I’ve got to put down my inhibited and bashful ways when it comes to stepping out on that ledge. And I’ve got to untwist my perception that stressed finances is enough of an excuse to quite.

I am vowing here to not let time pass and guiltily neglect this blog, I will ask anyone I can to take their pictures. I will put out everything I have, and in turn create what I know I can be.